Hard to write. Brain jolts with almosst every eye/head movement. Sitting with my head lulled sown and mouth hung open is most comfortable to minimize jolts. Took benedryk tohelp sleep and ease skin reaction. Slept til 11ish. shocks did not begin until moving. feel as if it takes all my energy to maintain sanity. tried to pick up kitchen. Wretched and gagged over slime and food particles. Hard to drink because water tastes soapy-metallic. All food tastes inedible- if I had delusions I would believe it was poisoned.
Need to apply for disability however dont know how to move or converse for mor than a few minutes. How could anyoe do all that paperwork and fighting when its hard to even shower.
This medicationn needs to be taken off the market. Think of heroine hwhich was used to treat morphine addiction. Treatment worse than disease. I wish i could better articulate. Crying, yuelling. feel sisck and nauseaus
Hang on. God is good and can use all things for good for those who love him and ar calledd to his purpose. How do I get this drug puolled from the market. As a therapist I never want another client or patient to go thru this. Wonder how what can be learned from withdrawl can ne used. Level of seratonin and rage. Depersonalization effects. Hormones and serotonin.
Cant thik anymore. I must keep sharing. Record the process. How long.
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