I must have had emotional dreams because I awoke crying. It's 10:45am. I have been having crying jags all morning. I have to admit that the release feels good. While on Effexor I could not cry, even if I felt like it. As yet, the brain shocks have been mild in intensity. Nausea has kept me from eating much and what I have eaten has come back up. I am trying to make sure to keep hydrated. Big ole jug of water is with me at all times.
I began menstruating today. one more annoyance. I should again keep track of my cycles and how they relates to my mood/pain/energy.
In general, the world seems unreal. It almost feels as if I am floating. I look around my house and it no longer feels like home. It just looks like a place in which I reside. I cannot seem to connect. Is this what being high feel like. I know it is rare nowadays but I have never used an illegal drug.
I hope to pick up the house a little today. It is a sty. My husband is a very messy man and, as I have not felt well, the mess is building. Right now I am going to lay back down. The nausea is too much.
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